Heyy baby,
I'm really sorry, i hope you do forgive for my not that understanding upon you ):
Awww, im sorry to say that i... not say don't understand you, but is that i don't know do i really understand you, by saying i do, but infact i don't know if i do or not, you gotta to understand.
We hardly could go out, we hardly have our own time before your O's... but see noaz, you're yet enough grounded by mom&dad, so do i, but still i still can go out, but you can't ): Take today for example, it a chance for us to go out, and yet you can't ): Well, i think you would say that there is always alot of chances for us after your o's, and yes. There is alot of chances upon us after your o's, but baby. Thats after your o's! It ain't before your O's! Well, im not blaming you. I had never thought of blaming you, never...
Sighs, what going on here manczxz? Th only time we could see each other, monday-fri only in th morning, after school? We hardly can, all isit, you're yet to stay back in shool till 5plus for extra lesson, yes i understand having extra lesson for you, is to let you have more knowledge in everysingle subject, by understanding this. Does it count? Nopes, its doesn't ):
By saying, yes baby i do understand you. But, do i? Always telling myself, action speak louder than words. Does my action proof anything? Does my words mean anything? I guess no, all noaz i wann. Is to sit down @ aside and think for you, do i really understand you with all my heart goes? Sigh, perhaps i do, i seriously do.
I must control for 6months, i must. No matter what, i must wait for 6months, I MUST!
I know you're left with no choice, but to do this... But im scare that feelings fade ): I hear from my friend : My cousin they break for one month and patch back.
I asked why, and she replied
Because'z they hardly meet, and feelings faded a lil, just a lil.
See, noaz im scare that my feelings will fade for you, also a lil, just a lil ): I wouldn't wann that to happen, but by not letting it fade, telling myself, it'll not fade, i have to understand all this doing is because'z if baby national exam's. It's gonna over sooon. ):
My feelings for you won't fade baby, i promise you, it wouldn't FADE! I understand noaz, it's O's, take it if im th one taking any importants exam, i would also do that same thing ): While typing, i think, i tear, i fear ):
Baby, never say that you're not a good boyfriend, you're. You did everything just because'z of me, you gave me your best shot of love, just because'z of me, im really touch by what you're doing 2 me ): I sense it, i can sense th love you gave, i can sense that care you gave.
"The love you gave, the care you gave was the best thing ever in life that i could get "
Baby, i love you.
I wouldn't want to give you anymore stress by giving you problem, trying my very best to aviod from problem noaz, even though there is problem, i must learn to handle it myself, when thing get too over, i might need your help, so please do stay there for me ): I need you in life, i do ):
Yes, time pass. everything changes, but when time pass, i hope feeling wouldn't change too, baby you ain't selfish, love is selfish, you must have to willingness to do everything D:
Yes, im bearing for lil while, and i believe everything will be fine. Im waiting for that day when we could meet up everyday, joke, play, fool around ): Im waiting, and im willing to wait, willing to marry, have to wait for time to pass, soo if i can do it, why not i can make it to wait for you till O's end? I believe we could overcome any obstacle ((:
Baby, i love you, i need you in life ~
You're the reason for why im smiling today,
You're the reason for why im here today, noaz, this second point of time,
You're my everything,
You're my heartbeating,
You're the one, who make my heart race,
You're the one who make me love you deeper and deeper each and everysingle day
You're the one who brought me, joy, laughter, sadness.
Baby, you suffer, i suffer. I wouldn't wann to let you suffer alone ):
Promise me, as time pass feelings doesn't fade ok?
"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest,
your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo.
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me"

Edited on 822pm
LOL, eh you this fattypig babyy, stop bulling me on th phone uh, outside with me still also can bully, noaz also can bully
HAHA, kidding!
Lovelove, seeyah tmr.